when you say what you don’t mean

Once upon a time, in a far away land, 2 strangers met at a coffee place called starfucks. They were amidst a group of people, but somehow the connection was strong between the two. He (bastard) found her attractive and captivating, she (bitch) found him knowledgeable and mysterious and a friendship started.

They met again in cyberfucks and had long meaningful conversations through the emails and fuckrooms. Got to know each other even more. Then came the phone conversations and then on 1^st January 2005, they decided to meet up again. As they were both staying far apart, they flew to a mutual place to meet and had deeper and more meaningful conversations.

Obviously something happened between the 2, you can call it chemistry, you can safely say there were possibilities, you can call it stupidity too but something did happen. The bitch went hoping to look for an answer to whether this relationship can be explored, the bastard came with the intentions of making the relationship work.

From the start, things went on the wrong footing. They both came with different expectations and left with different conclusions. Bitch left knowing the answer that it will not work out between them but would love to carry on as friends, bastard left feeling sad that the bitch was not on the same path but promised to be a friend too. Bitch went on with life as usual, bastard still carried on not giving up.

Now, what is so wrong here? Nothing really. Just that the bastard never spoke his mind, he never really did tell the bitch that he couldn’t let go. He was still putting up a front saying things are fine and dandy and that he has put it all behind. That he will be the best buddy the bitch will ever have and that he will one day tell his grandchildren their story of the greatest friendship ever. But sadly he has not. 8 months came and passed.

Fortunately or unfortunately, depending on who’s side you are own, the bitch found someone and is now dating this new bastard exclusively.

The truth is revealed.

The bastard who professed to be ok with things;
claims to have left the baggage behind and not have any feelings for the bitch;
who had wished her well in finding a man to love her;
who has told her he will forever be her friend;
went berserk and left her without saying a word.

But you say, what could he have done? He was just a damn stupid fool in love??!!

Well I tell you he could have come clean. Why hide all this feelings in the first place. Say what you mean, especially to people whom you say you care about. You are entitled to your own feelings, opinions, yes but why be deceitful. Why be such a selfish bastard when you can be the best buddy? Why ruin something that could have lasted a lifetime just because you have your own feelings to take care of? Why promise to bond with someone on the grounds of true friendship but end up with an ulterior motive?

ALWAYS say what you mean and mean what you say. You will not only hurt yourself but the others around you.